Well today at my ultrasound appointment they discovered that my cyst on my left ovary has gotten much bigger....it as big as a good sized apple. I also now have a cyst on my right ovary. So we can't start my cycle. They are worried that because my left cyst is so big it might flip and cut of bloods supply to my ovary which would make it die. That would be one more strike against getting pregnant. Lovely! So I am going back on birth control in the hopes it will shrink my cysts. If not I will have to have surgery to drain them. Fun Fun. This means I have to start all over. I go back on the 23th for another ultrasound to see how I am responding to the birth control. If they shrink I will be able to start my cycle all over again. For now it will delayed at least a month!
How do I feel about this....I guess deep down I knew that my cyst was still there. I didn't think I would have two giant ones. But what can you do??? As we were leaving the clinic I was complaining to my honey that I had it all planned. I wrote it down!!! He told me that he knows I like to have time frames and plans. But think of this as just one more step in the right direction and that will make sure I am perfect for my new cycle. I guess he is right. I don't want to go into a new cycle with any problems. However, I am a little disappointed and feel like a defect once again!
For now though I am going to have faith the what is suppose to happen will happen.
Hopefully what is suppose to happen will bring me a baby!
3 comments:
I love reading about your trials and the progressions...
You know I'm still trying...over 3 1/2 years now...but, I haven't even begun any 'real' treatments.
I keep you in my thoughts and prayers daily, Ash! It'll happen...I can feel it!
Hang in there!! You are soooooo strong!!
I am so sorry to hear about your cyst. Hopefully it will shrink with the BCP.
Good luck at your ultrasound tomorrow. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!
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